I've posted this on the Phoenix forum but since it's a personal stuff I felt like posting it on my journal too.

I really don't remember when I first listened to them....how I wish I would so I could mark that day and remember it forever /haha ...

I've always have been intersted in asian culture especially chinese & japanese but I got to know asian entertainment only in 2005 when I finally had the internet set up in home ....I think first I started to listen to Kackt&Hyde&j-rock.....then shortly after to j-pop -Arashi&Kat-tun - (it was because of the Kimi wa petto manga XD)...then of course I got into k-pop...first one I start listening to was Rain /great ....lol...but strangely I didn't got to know DBSK due to all this....lol....some of you may heard this story so I'm sorry if you have to hear it again /dead ....I guess it was in 2006 and not 2005...I was already trying to learn japanese and was searching for online lessons on youtube when I saw this:

and I instantly had fallen in love with JJ's eyes /spazz, even if he doesn't look at his best there....his eyes had a magnetic effect on me....I had no idea who they are...I still remember how I was searching info about them and got confused over DBSK, TVXQ, THSK /haha ....so I didn't fall in love with their voice....I just got hypnotized by someone /love ....weird thought for a few days I only kept reading about them on forums lol...finally decided to check their music...the first thing I saw was a live compilation with other artist were they sung 'O' Jung Ban Hap ...sadly I can't find it anymore...it was about 11 minutes long...lol...from that point on it's the history of all of us /oho ...I can't get enough of them...they have just blown up my mind....lol...if before I payed attention to other artists too since I knew them I maybe only listen to other artists but that's all...and if I don't listen or see them for a few days(sometimes it happens)...when I see/hear them I have this feeling...how should I say it..I realize how much I missed their voice, their faces, their smile....I'm sure most of you understands me...and I'm really glad I got to know them...after some time some bad things happened but they were always there for me making me smile, making me happy...the bound they are able to create between them and fans...fans and other fans is just amazing...for me beside looks and voice they represent a dream, never giving up, hope...lol...before knowing them I always laughed when my friends were fans of bsb, N'sync and other such boybands....DBSK being the first boyband I ever became a fan of....lol...I gues is wrong to say boyband since I look at them as wonderful artists, wonderful people...and what's the best is that they've got the whole package ...their looks is as beautiful as their voice..their voice as beautiful as their soul....it is as the looks and voice are a reflection of their beautiful soul....lol...sometimes I think what if some part of it is just an act...but in the end who cares.....illusion or not....life it self it just like an illusion, a dream...so why not dream beautiful /*_* .....I may seem to actually pay more attention to JaeJae an Chun but the truth is in time I truly got into all of them and I came to really understand why 5-1=0.....DBSK thank you /*_*

I'll just stop here it already turned into an essay /haha ....

I really hope they'll last forever, and that the music of their soul will always shine as strong as now...lol....

shoot me now if I made you read this... /2gg.